Hello friends!!

~~My username is daintytoad because I would prefer to remain anonymous. I am a high school student, and I have a pretty good life. I hate school (but in a normal teenager way), and my family is great and I live a comfortable life. I've been fully restricting for about 3 months now, but I've been dieting/watching calories for about a year. I think there are a variety of factors that contribute to my low self-esteem/ed; societal pressures, comparing myselfs to others, rude comments, perfectionism, and control. I've always been the biggest one of my friends but I've never been extremely overweight. I used to swim and I still work out a lot, so I've always been healthy. I just wish I could be the small, pretty one. I feel like I look like an ogre lolol. I also don't think I am depressed, but I have been really sad lately. Thx 4 readin'~~

Facts About Me

Favorite color: Purple, forest green, maroon. I love most colors tho!

Favorite weather/seasons: Cloudy, warm days. Foggy mornings. I love fall and spring the most!

Favorite foods (haha): Sushi, chocolate, soup, pastas, greek food, all fruits. I love most food, and I'm honestly such a foodie, which makes this whole thing super hard!

Favorite movies/TV shows: Napoleon Dynamite, Back to the Future, Breakfast Club, Titanic, Stranger Things, RPDR, Supersize vs Superskinny, Freaks and Geeks

Favorite creatures: Dogs, bunnies, unicorns, dolphins, lizards, deer

Fav music genres: Classic rock, vaporwave, synthwave, shitty 2011 dubstep

Aesthetics: I love the retro aesthetic (like most teenagers now), and I'm also really into cottagecore/webcore. I miss the 2009 emo aesthetic (even tho I'm not emo), and the pastel 'goth' look (even tho it's not really goth).

Youtubers: H3H3, Shane Dawson, Morgan Adams, Filthy Frank, Marzia. I also watch a bunch of gross mukbangs when I'm hungry...